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Wednesday, October 5, 2005

1:16PM - giba time

Well jessops & MFI are added 2 my list of enemies!!! but o well, anyhow ive got 2 other interviews on thursday!!!! on the same fuckin day again!!! BOTH AT MEADOWHELL as well, & there at sports soccer & oasis!!!!!! + its giro day the same day as well, i hope its the final 1. ive also decided that if ever do getta fuckin job at any point soon, i am aiming 2 try & keep it through 2 next year so then i can finally move out!!! i know it wont be easy, but i think the right time 4 me is defo NEXT YEAR. i know there is already a problem even b4 i getta job!!! there is know one 2 move in with at the minute!!! due 2 most people already having house RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!! SO ITS GUNNABE TOUGH 2 FIND HOUSE M8S. I D love 2 live female house m8s, not due 2 get sexual favours but due 2 the fact that every females house or flat ive been 2 (including ladys i have not slept with) always seem 2 have a really clean house ( this isnt a sexist comment) but its true every blokes house is really stinky. & of course if i did move in with females they would have 2 all have bfs who i do get on with. anyway not point of plannin ahead now while i dont even have a job!!! also i think the best option would be 4 me movin in with people who i only half know!!! due 2 consistant arguements in the house at chesterfield road!! speakin of those guys they have a kitten & its really cute!!!!!!!!! but if they dont look after it like they did with tthat rabbit i will call the RSPCA myself!!!

Thursday, September 29, 2005

11:12PM - not looking good!!!

well jessops or MFI havnt got in contact with me at all, which i gotta funny feeling i havnt got either, WHICH IS PRETTY SHIT, but o well carry on fightin(I REALLY H8 BEING ON THE DOHL NOW)!!!

my best friend OLLIE leaves this weekend & he ll be goin 2 uni in ESSEX, i know hes gunna do really well & wish him all the best, im really gunna miss him though(in a non gay way of course), its gunna be very hard 4 2 find anyone that supportive of me through good & bad times, this may sound cheesy but he is one of a kind & i ll prob never meet anyone like that again, im defo going 2 visit him as soon as he settles in2 life in essex!!! i hope i get 2 see him just b4 he leaves asin see on his last day, even though i would have 2 get up early on a sunday mornin, which 4 once would be well worth it!! i always wanted 2 move in with that guy as well, maybe i ll get that opportunity when he gets back. i hope it isnt the last time i see him 2day b4 he leaves.

anyway on a lighter note, if for some bizarre reason i end up gettin offered a job 2morrow, which i doubt. i will make an appearence at corp on saturday or razer steleto, even though i will have 2 get up the day after, i have been cravin 2go out on a full time basis again!!! which means im only goin 2doit again NOW if i have a FULL TIME JOB which maybe a while yet though!!! i know 1 thing 4 sure, i defo need new clothes!!!! it doesnt mean im ever gunna get rid of my transformer shirt though, which i still love btw & ware with pride, me & that shirt have been through alot of battles 2gether & i think they are a few battles left init yet though. despite it being 3 or 4 yrs old!!!!

a few b-days this week, i hope Jake(who was on monday, kerrie (who's was on wednesday), Jake(who was on tuesday) & simons 2morrow i hope all of them had agood 1.

& finally its the season 4 MUSHROOM PICKIN LALALALA LALA LA LAAAA!!! & thats what i intend 2 do on saturday mornin with my good friend zain. it doesnt mean i ll be takin them again though. due 2 occational random FLASH BACKS & I MEAN REALLY RANDOM FLASH BACKs including ones from my child hood(SERIOUSLY)!?! so i think 4 my own sanity (whats left of it) im prob goin 2 sell them 4 the right price that is, prob 2 my close friends!! there is no way im gunnabe runnining around anight club ESPICALLY CORP with evil people around while fucked on them. ive done them about 7 or 8 times so i think its about time 2 say
MAGIC MUSHROOM DAYS ARE OVER!!!!................................4NOW MWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!

Current mood: sick of being a dohl bum

Wednesday, September 28, 2005

7:16PM - YEY IVE HAD 2 interviews IN A DAY?!?((yesterday)

yepp it is true its true,i had 1 at jessops in town, which i felt went okay it lasted longer then an hour, alot better then usual, but i dont THINK i got it, prob due to fact no retail experiance & the other was at MFI.im defo certain i didnt get that & that was due 2 a headache & blurry vision (migrain) it started 2 happen after the 1st interview , i think i may of got some kinda flu, ive been feelin crap allday 2day aswell, i attempted goin 2 college but came back instantly, i felt right shit + i got LOST IN MEADOWHELL (MY COLLEGE IS NEXTDOOR 2MEADOWHELL) which didnt help things as well. some people i have talked 2 about it say it maybe due 2 stress, which could be true, i do seem 2 be snappin at people, i dont think it helps being under pressure in getting s job as wellb4 christmas. maybe the headaches are due 2 frustration, anyhow either way if i dont get either job (jessops or mfi) i guess i fight on. hopefully i ll do alot better in sorting myselself out then the greatist football team in the world who are rock bottom at the mo(abit like me), IM STILL CONVINCED WEDNESDAY ARE STILL GUNNA GET PROMOTED B4 THE PIGS!!!

O WELL THERES ALWAYS HOPE!!!

Current mood: stressed i think

Friday, September 23, 2005

6:42PM - FRUSTRATED!!!

well after handin in about 15 cvs around meadowhall this week mainly on tuesday, I HAVNT HEARD A FUCKIN THING OFF ANYONE, WHAT THE FUCK ISIT WITH ME, HAVE I GOT THIS SIGN ON MY FOREHEAD SAYIN "DONT EMPLOYEE ME". Im finally begginin 2 realise why my dad was at me all the time at school to actually try. i only want a job for about ayear 2 settle in2 then i can move out!!!!YEEEEEEEEY!!!! i think im starting 2 be tempted 2 get in2 tele sales, which im gunna go 4 if i dont here anything anytime soon(starting 2 get more & more pissed off as aday goes by)!!! if i get ajob next week i hope it lasts longer then 3 weeks!!!

Current mood: pissed off

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

7:57PM - ch ch changes

well 4 once im actually startin 2 feel alot happier, which is rare & i think its due 2 me working out & not spending anytime at chesterfield road. even myself confidence has been improving.

i think ive come 2 the conclussion that ive been knocking around the wrong set of people 4 2 long. since ive not been going 2 a certain house i seem 2 have become alot more active & happier, such as me going 2 college, going 2 the gym & handing out cv's around meadowhall!!! i hope some silly shopkeeper takes pity on my crappy cv & give me chance of an interview. ive lost count how many places ive gone for. some i know i wont have achance with, thingers crossed.

if i do end up with a job anytime soon (which prob more likley then ever at the moment)i think im going 2 change my ways (dont worry im not becoming a born again christian) & sort out the issues i have with certain people & do something i should of done along time ago, start again & rebuild a new me!!! out with the old in with the new!!!

theres only 1 or 2 things im pissed of about is being in debt at the mo 2 my mum whom i owe £30 & i owe luke £50. it may not seem alot 2 some peoplr but it is 2 a dohl bum like me. desperate 4 job at the min!!! even if i do get a job soon i doubt i will make a quick return 2 the social circuit, the most likley i ll be going out again is early or mid october which i am aiming 4, with or with out a job!!!

i ll wait & see!!!
READER-MANIA STIL RULZ

Current mood: desperate 4 job

Monday, August 29, 2005

5:19PM - whats goin on

Well this week looks set 2 be a busy week & it has a possibilty of being a good week 2, 2 morrow i get inducted in 2 the IT course im doing, dont know if it ll lead 2 anything but i ll have 2wait & see.

emily kinda over heard me saying "why she here" 2 ollie, i think shes got the hint that i dont like her at all, i hope now she just fucks off & knocks around people her own age!!! but i just have the feeling she wont though, o well i can only hope.

on wednesday i begin wrestling trainin with mardy arse luke!!!

on friday or saturday i finally go 2 nottinghams rock city which ive been wanting 2 do 4 ages infact a very long time, so im really looking 4ward 2 that. due 2 the fact ive never been 2 an alternative club outside of yorkshire!!! i hope it be a goodnight.

& finally. in a about 2 weeks me, ollie, jake, sion, are goin 2 wednesday vs leeds.
wednesday havent won yet this season + they have alot of injurys (Me worried). but i hope wednesday kick start there 1st win by defeating leeds the scumbags & make jake cry because hes a scummy leeds fan as well. it be very sweet 4 me as well if the owls win because ive never seen them beat leeds ever!!!! so i hope redemption will be mine MWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH

ever since i went 2 cardif with my dad & my sister it seems 2 of got me interested in the owls again alot more its like when i was at school when i used 2 have a season ticket, i think i must be the only person who's in2 alternative music who actually likes football. o well?!?

Current mood: hopeful

Tuesday, August 23, 2005

9:41PM - A year on (be aware they maybe spelling mistakes)

well its a year 2day that ruth was found, still feel wierd about how everything went off, but i have come 2 realise what everyone whom i was associated with at the time are a bunch Ignorant pompus ASSHOLES who think there better then everyone else, well as far as im concerned there can go fuck thereselves & i dont want anything to do with them again,?!?

oh & my old social group beggining 2 fall 2 pieces, due 2 people moving out of sheffield & goin 2 uni's & constant arguements within the group which i reckon will lead 2 a split & people goin there own seperate ways, yepp i never thought i d say this about my own social group ITS GOING 2DIE & IM SERIOUS!!!


anyhow on a light note, im finally going 2 make a debut at ROCK CITY in nottingham in early september with luke, were gunna meet up with his brother & his irish paddy m8s, which should be a laugh, im hoping i wont know any1 who i see when i go out, i know 4 a fact i ll prob likley end up seeing big kerry there due 2 the fact shes always in nottingham just about all the time.

but anyway cant be bothered 2 mourn anymore so im going off 2 try & commit suicide & my put myself out of my own misery. ONLY KIDDING BESIDES ITS MY KID SISTERS B-DAY 2MORROW

NIGHT NIGHT DICKHEADS

Current mood: crappy

Thursday, June 16, 2005

9:16PM - update JIBERIN time

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO i havnt wrote in here 4 a while, since the last time i wrote in here ive had my back waxed EKKKKKKKKKKKK it really hurt!!!! went 2 cardif 2 the greatist team of all time win something, NEVER THOUGHT I d SEE THE DAY, missed gina's court case but appeared at the end 2 find out she's only getting charged with marjuana with possesion & intent2 supply due 2 the fact the judge said "if she pleads guilty 2 marijuana charges the rest will be dropped!!" which isnt really a bad deal 2 say what she could of ended up with if she pleaded innocent!! the next time she ll be in court will be july 15th, she really is lucky & i still dont think she appreciates how lucky she is?!? sometimes people r just born thick, GOOD LUCK ANYWAY GINA!!! also it woz my b-day the other week & im now 20, it woznt that good of a b-day but it woz ok & i dont think it helped being on a tuesday 7th june either but o well, went out the following friday 2 craperation & it woz okay it woz prob the best ending ive seen in ages 2, their played THE A-TEAM theme tune YEY!!!

+ after which woz one of the most bizareist endins of the night, i woz at a cabab shop with this bird i pulled who talked unbelievable bullshit so i dumped that bimbo & saw these other birds were lookin 4 a mob what woz droped somewhere, anyway didnt find it startd talkin 2 them there went in a car & 1 of them asked me my name i told them my name is "fry" & she said " ive heard of u, do u know kai" & im like yeah "do u know dec" & im like yey "im his x wife!!!" DAR DER DEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEER

Anyhow (sorry about the jiberish) tryin 2 decide which night 2 go out on this week still keep gettin pestered 2 go 2 leadmil on mondays but cant be bothered yet!! considering goin out on saturday but dont know yet i do actually have quiet abit of cash left from b-day so i may do a double this week!!! WHO KNOWS!!! find out soon

Current mood: ditzy

Friday, May 20, 2005

1:27PM - over shadowed feeling

i cant get in contact with benjamin ive tried calling on him & ive only got his house m8s, he doesnt have a mobile which is annoyin!?! but i think he has added me on 2 his msn but he hasnt yet appeared on it yet!?! + the build up 2 my b-day's lookin like its being over shadowed due 2 most people doing there exams!?! + gina might get sentenced on my b-day, so it looks like my b-day's gunna be over shadowed by other things + its on as well tuesday grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr O WELL

& FINALLY IF I SEE THAT FUCKIN FROG ADVERT 1 MORE FUCKIN TIME IM GUNNA EXPLODE!!! + I HEARD YESTERDAY THE FROGS RELEASING A SINGLE RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH MAKE ME EVEN MORE OF AN ANGRY TIGER THEN I ALREADY AM AT MOMENT RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH

Current mood: LOOKING BLEEK

Wednesday, May 18, 2005

10:35PM - YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEY

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ME & MY SISTERS GOIN 2 CARDIF IF MY DAD CAN GET TICKETS 2 SEE MY BELOVED SHEFIELD WEDNESDAY KICK THE EVIL HARTLEPOOLS ASS. SHOULD BE FUN + LATER ON THIS SUMMER IM GOIN 2 DUBLIN WITH LUKE & ZAIN YEEEEEEY, BETTER BE CAREFUL THOUGH BECAUSE IF I END UP SCORIN WITH SUM BIRD IT MIGHT BE MY COUSIN, EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEK SO MUST BE CAREFULL!!!!!!

IN OTHER FRY/READER HEADLINES!!!
YESTERDAY I DID SOMETHING PAINFULLY STUPID(4ONCE)!!! I WAXED MY BACK!!!! & IT PROPER KILLED, MAN IT MUST BE RIGHT PAINFUL 4 WOMEN WHO DO THE BIKINI THING DOWN BELOW EEEEEEEEEK (I RESPECT WOMEN WHO DO THAT)& FUCKIN HELL & THEY ASK U 2 RELAX WHEN THERE RIP IT OFF AS U CAN IMAGINE I DIDNT SCREAM MUCH!!!

O & 2DAY I WENT 2 JOBS FAIR WITH ZAIN & IT WAS COMPLETE WASTE OF TIME, THEY WAS ONLY 1 VACANCY I THOUGHT WAS COOL, IT WAS A LIFE GUARD!!! WOW I D BE JUST LIKE DAVID HASSELOFF (IF THATS HOW U SPELL IT) SURROUNDED BY WOMEN WITH FAKE BOOBS WOOPYDOO THE CATCH IS I NEED A LIFE GUARD QUALYFICATION (& I KNOW THATS NOT HOW SPELL IT) ANYWAY I MIGHT GO 4 IT.

ANYHOW IM GOING OUT ON FRIDAY & MAYBE SATURDAY, NOT VERY KEEN ON FRIDAY NIGHT CRAPERATION, WELL COME 2 THINK OF IT IM NOT KEEN ON IT AT ALL ANYMORE, BUT MY OLD FRIEND BENJAMIN WILL BE GOING BACK 2 HONG KONG VERY SOON & MAY NEVER BE RETURNING, NOT GOOD REALLY SO THATS THE ONLY REASON IM GOING OUT ON FRIDAY + IVE BEEN ORDERED NOT2 INVITE DJ, KEVIN, WILL & THE REST, DUE 2 THE FACT MY 2 HOME HOUSE M8S WANT A QUIET NIGHT IN + I WANT 2 TALK 2 LAURA NEED 2 SORT A FEW THINGS OUT BETWEEN US BOTH, SO BASICLY FRIDAY NIGHTS GUNNABE A MISSION. SATURDAY ON THE OTHER HAND IS JUST AN POSSIBILITY, IF IM UP4IT + I NEED 2 START SAVING 4 DUBLIN!!!

& FINALLY ITS NOT ACTUALLY 2 LONG 2 THE MOST IMPORTANT DAY IN MY YEAR & EVERYBODYELSES OF COURSE. MY B-DAY JUNE 7TH I LL BE 20 WHICH WILL MARK THE END OF MY 4 YEAR BENDERING & IT WILL BE THE TIME I FINALLY HAVE 2GROW UP BECAUSE I DONT WANT 2 BE A DOHL BUM ANYMORE + IM PROPER EGER 2 MOVE OUT PROPLEY THAT IS!?!

O WELL THATS ENOUGH JIBERIN!!!

READER~MANIA STIL RULZ!!!

Current mood: rejuvenated

Monday, May 16, 2005

9:55PM - YEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH

WEDNESDAY'S IN THE PLAY OFF FINALS!!!YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!! IM FEELIN PRETTY HAPPY AT THE MOMENT,IM EVEN FEELIN LIKE GOIN OUT AT THE WEEKEND!!! I EVEN BUMPED IN2 MY CRAZY HONG KONG M8 BENJAMIN!!! THIS WEEK AS WELL, MAYBE THIS IS A LUCKY WEEK 4 ME!! I HOPE!!!EEEEEEEEEEEEK & THERES A JOB FESTIVAL 2MORROW THATS WHERE IM GUNNA BE GOIN 2 MORROW!!!I SEEM PRETTY MOTIVATED AFTER THE GREATIST FOOTBALL TEAM DEFEATED THE EVIL BRENTFORD BUMS, IT MAY OF EVEN INSPIRED ME 2 FINALLY GET A JOB!!! BECAUSE WE ALL KNOW THAT THE OWLS ARE GOING 2 THE PREMIERSHIP AFTER THERE WIN THE CHAMPIONSHIP AFTER THIS SEASON IS OVER MWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH

Sunday, May 8, 2005

3:34PM - extremely hungover

WOW past few days have been really interestin despite not goin out, even though i have lost my faith with the corp, but i have regained it with my family, well at least 1 half of it, i went 2 my aunty irenes wedding yesterday which i thought would be crap & it was until i started talkin 2 my cousins adam & barry & his wife kerrie when it started 2 become really good i even ended up at the bride & grooms 4abit b4 i went back 2 adams then went back this mornin 2 get a good old english breakfest YAPEE!! despite hangover im really glad 2 regain something possitive vibes from people whom i thought didnt even care about me anymore, i seemed 2 of completely redeemed myself in some respects, unlike the last outing at a family wedding were i almost ended up in a fight with my dad. my parents wanted me 2 go home with them but i had alot backing off my cousins & auntys & uncles 4 me 2 stay!! which hasnt happend 2me in a very long time!!! despite being extremely hungover im actually really happy at the moment 4 the 1st time in ages.

oooooooooooooo i went 2 court a few days ago with gina & zain!!! & its took almost 9 months 4 gina 2 finally realise shes gunna jail & i thought i was daft, she hasnt even told her either of her parents yet!! shes even pleaded not guilty which i think she should of pleaded guilty, because the evidence what there have got is really bad i mean proper bad like there have got 2 of her mobiles with not just a week worth of messengers & voice messengers im talkin like months & months messengers!!! she ll get at least two to four years in jail unless she changes her plea, which i dont think she will, well she normally mourns alot about crap but now she has something 2 really mourn about!!!

her court case starts on the 6th june the day b4 the greatist day in the history of mankind 7TH JUNE MY B-DAY YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH still have no idea what i am doing yet though!!! semi tempted 2 go 2 manchester i know im gunna start promoting it sometime this week!!! hehe

Current mood: giddy

Wednesday, April 20, 2005

11:19PM - YEEEEEEEY

YEEY I MANAGED 2 GET IN CONTACT WITH MY OLD TUTOR & WE HAD A LONG CHAT & SHES SENDING ME AN APPLO THROUGH THE POST SO I CAN START AGAIN BUT SHE HAS RECOMENDED I LOOK AT OTHER VOCATIONAL COURSE'S, WHICH HAS GOT ME THINKIN ABOUT OPEN UNI (EVEN THOUGH I WOULD PROB HAVE 2 PAY 4 IT)I THINK I AM GUNNA BOOK AN APOINTMENT WITH CONNECTION'S ADVISOR 2 HAVE ALOOK AT OTHER COURSE'S THERE ARE AVAILBLE 2 ME!!! at least this time around if i do end up on some course i have all the stationary i need because ive been shopping already mwwwwwwwwwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!! 1st smart thing ive done in ages as well YEEEEEEY, i hope that i get an appointment at connections on monday because it be ideal due 2 the fact i gotta go 2 the job centre in town 4 a 12 week review thing at 11 so it be ideal if i manage 2 book an appointment the same day but l8er obviously, if everything goes according 2 plan i should be sorted out 4 this september & i know i ll have 2 deal with another obstacle in gettin where ever i end up but i ll deal with that when ive sorted this mission out!!!

yey i dye my hair 4 1 final time 2morrow & it defo wont be red AGAIN!!

ooooooooooooo i saw NIN new single "DO YOU BITE THE HAND THAT FEEDS YOU" (i think thats what you call it) 2day on sky, its not as heavy as some of there early stuff but its okay. the songs pretty critical on a certain president hehe & trent reznor
looks really musclely. im sure he woznt that buffed up b4. i defo wouldnt like getting a punch in my face by him now, im sure he used 2 be skinny!?! o well its about fuckin time there back YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEY!!! i hope the new albums good!!!

Current mood: giddy

12:06AM - FRY/READER: HEADLINES + political giba!!!

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR the photo shop job in ecclesal has no vacancys left grrrrrrrrrr i would of liked that as well & i cant get in contact with MY old tutor MARY ANN RAAAAAAAAH

i still cant decide if im gunna dye my hair yet RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!?!

THERES A NEW POPE & HES 78, MAN THATS GUYS GUNNA LAST, ABOUT AS LONG AS MY HAIR ON THE TOP OF MY HEAD (gettin really fin now, espically at the back, i dont think i ll be called fry anymore 4 long, i d be called FRYER TUCK!!! eeeek),

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr i gotta hoover up the entire living room l8er on 2day as well, its fuckin huge raaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah angry tiger!?!

SHIT ITS ZAIN'S B-DAY & HE WANTS US ALL 2 GO 2 A FREE PARTY (rave),which is NOT A THING I REALLY WANNA GO 2 because im tryin 2 cut down on certain stuff!!!

hehe wow its the 1st time i can vote this year im defo not voting BNP(obvious reason) or the torrie's,
not 2sure about the lib's prob end up voting labour because i dont think theres no 1 anybetter & they arnt exactly great + i dont trust them with some things & i reckon gordon brown gunna take over tony blair after his 3rd term in office, i wonder why he doesnt challenge him though 2 be leader of labour, if i was in labour & in the same possition as gorden brown i d tell the entire cabinet & the country this,

"THIS COUNTRY NEEDS A LEADER, THATS WHY YOU SHOULD VOTE TOM READER!!!" (i made that up myself hehe), that would defo get blair kicked out!!!

WHO ARE U GUNNA VOTE 4 (if your old enough?????) I WANT EVERY1S opinion cmon includin any1 i dont know!!!

Current mood: thoughtful

Monday, April 18, 2005

8:41PM - YEY MY LUCK SEEMS 2 BE TURNIN 4 THE BETTER!!!(not gettin over confident)

MWWWWWWWWWWWWWWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHH HA!!!YEY I DONT HAVE 2 SIGN ON 4 A MONTH!?! THEN WHEN I SIGN ON AGAIN I DONT HAVE 2 SIGN ON 4 ANOTHER MONTH?!? REASON BEING because its a bank holiday monday each time, now thats luck!!! speakin on the job front i have an 2applocation's 1 4 some photo shop in ecclesal, it be great if its something 2do with page 3 models who have athing 4 people who look like cartoon charactors!!! (which i doubt, but there's always hope!!) & the others mark & spencers in meodowhall, i think chances of gettin a job are slim (but at least im tryin, sort of) + im dyin my hair this week & re applyin 4 college & this may shock alot of people but ive finally re joined the gym i start on friday also ive decided 2invest in a all week saver, so if people are around town expect A FRY BASHING because i gotta right load of stuff 2 sort out, ESPICALLY U WHOM EVER READ THIS!!!

Current mood: bouncy

Friday, April 15, 2005

3:21PM - EVERY day like sunday!?!

well it doesnt look like ive even been given a chance of an interview at that petrol station?!? which i gotta admit im not suprised but it has made me realise im gunna have 2 go back 2 college & it will be my final attempt if i do fail miserable this time, im never going back again & i ll be through with college permanently!!! but its tryin 2 decide which college 2 go!?!

theses are the 1s i wont be going 2 4 defo?!?

castle: bad reputation with tutors + i know 2 many people & i have a habbit of gettin distracted by talkin 2 people+ i think i need some where new.

norton: way 2 far & i cant be arsed gettin up at 6 in the mornin.

barnsley: well its barnsley i cant normally understand what the hell those people are sayin & it stinks despite being the closist.

parson cross: its a complete dump!?!

these are the maybes?!?

loxley: its the favourite at the mo its between town & home which is perfect 4 me really + i d be able 2 have a proper fresh start!!!

firth park: its new & it is between town as well + i know a few people who go, but my sister goes now thats a major problem !?!

hillsborough: not sure if its being built yet but it would be easy 2 get 2?!?

open uni: its defo a possibility but i will have 2 pay 4 it if ive got a job at that time?

i think im probley gunna have look inside connections & have alook at some booklets, i know mary ann (former tutor) said she'd help me get on another course, luckily i didnt leave castle last year with a cloud over my head wwith her & she i think she did understood what was going on with me at the time!?!

but what college will i end up at!?! if i do end up at college again it will be the FINAL ATTEMPT ever?!?

Current mood: frustrated with this life

Thursday, April 14, 2005

4:02PM - CHEERFULLY improved

hehe ive just read the last thing i wrote on here i must of been wasted!?! anyway just got back handin in my applocation 4 that petrol station after being woke up by laura making sure i d go. i hope there give me a chance of an interview. i was having such a nice dream as well. anyway when i got back i was locked out of my own fuckin house because my mum went 2 pick up my siblins from school, i was outside my house 4 about 40minutes because she went 2 see my uncle & his knew pub!?! while i was waitin i almost had an heart attack because the neighbours dog escaped & started barkin at me so i chased after it 2 find out were it came from & the neighbours fence is broke, so its prob gunna shit all over my garden grrrrrrrrr, ooooooooooo wonderfull mr cheerfull(my dad) comes back 2day i wonder what he's gunna say 2 me, prob nothing like usual, i guess i ll have 2 wait & see!?!

Current mood: nervous

Tuesday, April 12, 2005

1:38AM - slightly drunken rant

I cant decide whenever or not 2 go back 2 college or open uni, i know i defo need 2 go back at some point 2 improve the crap grades ive got at the moment & i know im only ever gunna get anywhere in life is if i do go back, but im not sure if the times right now, i might go back when im in my 20's when im more carmer & got less stress at home off the admirals OR maybe if i d move out.

my relationship with dad seems 2be gettin worse & worse, hes not here right now because hes workin away but yesterday when i came back he didnt even say hi 2me & just went straight 2 bed, i think me & my dads relationship is hangin by a thread (if thats how u spell it)i really dont think he even likes anymore.

i cant even afford 2 move out, but at least i have an applo 4 a petrol station which there prob will just look at it & bin it, but if i did getta interview 4 it be cool. its a pity i wont be able 2 have acigerette break though if i do get it or id end up being FRIED!!!

i met 1 of the new neighbour 2day the 50+ year (if only she woz 40 hehe)because the entire streets electricty went out apart from are's & a few other house's, & she wouldnt seem 2 get the hint 2 fuck off she always seemed 2 keep gabin on about the road, WHAT THE FUCK IS IT WITH ME & OLDER WOMEN' if she was like 1 of those birds off sex in the city or desperate house wifes id be like "HEEEEEEEEEEEY, wanna try some fry pie & get readerfied" because everybody knows me being irrestable 2 older women, espically beyond the 40+ marc, 1 day tom 1 day your next door neighbour be a former supermodel it will happen!!!

hmmmmmmmmmm decisions, theres 2 birds im after but cant decide which 2 have a real good crack at 1 is called laura (also known as jaiden) 1st night i met her i slept with her & after that weve been friends since but nothing has happend since.

number2 is her X's sister kate, whom i have slept with b4 (again) but she has a reprotation of being a bit of a slut. & i know im not exactly a saint myself, everytime i see here there always seem 2be some kinda sexual tension, we some times get off with each other then i disappear or she disappears.

sexual tension between laura & me is abit like moonlightin (u know that crappy show, with bruce willis)

kate she can drive, laura shes learning how 2 drive2 + i know her better.

laura has a loaded grandad

kate has huge tits

laura has nice legs

either way i prob wont end up with either of them

it be great if both of them end up fightin 4 me, i dream about that shit. i havnt had that happend 2 me since i woz about 13 with these 2 birds who used 2 live on my old road emma (who woz the 1st lady whom i ever got off with + i saw walkin around town a few months ago, why did i ever dump her) & this blonde bird called hayley. i reckon emma back 1 day NOT!!!

night night losers!!!

Current mood: drunk

Sunday, April 10, 2005

11:02PM - READER'S WEEKEND REVIEW!!!

BAT THINK WOZ REALLY GOOD i woz very impressed, prob due 2 the fact that it woz the only other alternative club ive been 2 + u cant possibly get lost init either which woz the only disappointing thing really because i love gettin lost in clubs!!!

SATURDAY NIGHT CORP WOZ ALOAD OF TIT WANK I THINK IM NOW THROUGH WITH IT, i saw a few old friends who i used 2 see there regular i few years ago which woz cool & i learned a move on poi, its pretty crap but its a start i can just see myself in a few months doing poi with my toes!!! but tbh i think saturday night corp has had its day & i used luv it but now i just cant stand it & i just find it dull & boring & ive had enough of givin it chance after chance after chance!!! & i think people now look down at me which hasnt happend in a very long time.

Thursday, April 7, 2005

9:03PM - an odd GIRO-DAY!?!

in a shocking twist of fate, this may give every1 a heart attack. i havnt actually gone out on giro-day!?! i actually want 2 save some money over the weekend. 2morrow i will be out & i can confirm i will be goin 2 that batthong or batthink or batthing!!! wotever u call it GRRRRRR. & may make a rare appearence at corp on saturday (depending on funds left from the night b4) which i should be okay as long as i stick 2my plan!!! which actually seems 2be doing okay SO FAR!!! O & can some1 tell me if all uni students return 2 uni on monday. i keep bumpin in2 sum of my friends from school & apperantly alot of people from notre dame want 2 see me again!?! there want me 2 go 2 the leadmill (GOD KNOWS WHY?!?). & i wouldnt see much point of me goin2 the leadmill if only half of them r there?!? ive never been batthing or leadmill b4!?! i hope i end up pulling off a treble of different clubs. ive never done it b4!?! but im only gunna do 2/3 prob dependin on wots goin on whenever or not my old friends r still in town, SO SUM1 TELL ME!?!PLZ

Current mood: hopeful

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